Meditating

I have been doing some very serious Meditation trying to communicate with my sister to find out if she is dead or alive. I often get grabbed by the spirit but I am not sure if it is from the dead world beyond or some kind of ESP communication across the psychic net, sort of like the Internet only across a sort of spiritual cyberspace that connects all our minds together. Good music helps you get in the mood and get the feelings flowing. It is really amazing how deep the rabbit hole goes. I really think that someone out there knows where my sister went or is at.